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what’s the point?

The most interesting part of being a mom, is actually being a mom. In my sleep deprived days of having four kids ages 6 and under, I failed in countless ways. I yelled. I hit the brakes too hard while driving. I threw my phone at the wall. I slammed things down in the kitchen. I blamed.

I was often in fight or flight mode. Or hangry. Or exhausted. I was also depressed, sad, lonely. Anxious about my kids safety all the time. Every day felt overwehlming, rushed, like i had to do ten million things at once. My environment included messes and crying, dishes and laundry.

On the outside I could put myself together. I could go running to feel better. I had the ability to get dressed, do my makeup, and look presentable. But behind the appearances – I was struggling more than I realized.

It’s been over 14 years since I became a mom, and over 8 years since my encounter with post-partum psychosis. I write to share with moms of young children struggling with patience, emotions, and sometimes just getting thru the day. What’s the point of being a mom? You are #1 in your kids hearts. And your kids are #1 in your heart.

My hope is to share all I’ve done to improve and work towards being a better mom. It has NOT been easy – especially in the moment. But I believe you can learn and practice anything – and the reward will be becoming a better version of yourself.